Let's Just Be

No one's probably gonna read this,
but let's begin by saying, forget about that blog down there below this one.
From my last blog "I think I'm starting to like this girl, but not really". I really don't know what's going on now. I mean she's getting cuter every single time i see her and I love her mothafuckin style! But damn I really think she's not diggin me or at least she's not trying to holler at anyone in the first place. Who knows?! She knows, of course, but that doesn't count. And yeah, I have one class with her which I have every other day and whenever I see her, it's one of those situations where you just stare at anything then start imagining of what things would be like if we were together and stuff, no homo. Those imaginations happen every single time! GAHH maybe I really am starting to like her, but the only thing is that she probably won't like me! At lunch I also get mad, cause when i see her, she hangs out with guys who are older, but I know and I'm thinking she knows that she is waaaaaay too good for them! FOREAL, it just gets me mad. And it's another one of those situations where you wanna tell the person what you feel about them, but you just can't! Haha well that's all I have to say about "her" right now.

Oh, and someone please tell me what a real bestfriend is, cause I need to know. Some people really wanna be bestfriends, and some just want to be bestfriends just so they can call themselves bestfriends! Cause i really don't know if I have real bestfriends, or just bestfriends. Nah'meaaaaaaan or nah?!
Ok I'm done.
Let's go Lakers.