The Good, The Bad

I'm bored on a Saturday night. THE GOOD But hey, the Lakers won and they lead the series 2-1. I'm hungry. Haven't talked to any of my bestfriends for awhile and honestly, what's the reason for having them? I don't see them or even talk to them, so what! And if I do see them, it's like "do i even know you?" or something like that. Is it my fault or what? ANYWAYS,

I think I'm starting to like this girl, but not really. Maybe I just don't want to admit the truth. Is that it? Or, I don't know how to explain it but she is cute, well in my eyes and that's all that counts right?! The sucky part is that it's almost the end of school and i just started to realize this! But yeah I see her like every other day and I used to have a little little crush on her when I first met her in 7th grade. And nowadays when I see her, I start to stumble when I speak and stutter and stuff. Haha fuckin' Lame but it's true. I mean, she's even smart to which is a PLUS for me! And she seems to know what she wants in life and she works hard for everything she wants and deserves. But the thing is, I don't know if she's into me and my lifestyles or not! If she doesn't, then that sucks bad, well for me that is. WAHHHHHH, fml. THE BAD Another sucky part is that I really have no one to talk to about this shit.
I'm lost.